Tuesday, February 5, 2019
Mama I miss you so much I'm so sorry that you had to tell by the way you died I just think God for giving me the years I had with you and you were you are such a treasure to me and I miss her all the time that we spent together I know that you're in heaven cuz you are a good person and I just I pray that you're happy and whole and that your life is better now I love you. My days are so empty always reach for the phone I still think I'm going to call you and go see you headed to step Estates me to know I'll never see you again I'll never hold your hand every night when I dream I dream that your wife and when I wake up I have to go through that pain all over again this is truly the hardest thing I've ever had to go through my life. Your birthday is in two weeks and I'm going to have a birthday in honor of you I just hope you know how much I love you.
